Relationship in-depth
Relationships explored in a way you may not have realised before!
The Programme has been created to take you on a deep-dive exploring many aspects of relationships from a Self Realisation perspective and what that ultimately points to.
Practicalities of actual relationship issues are also explored in both long and short form videos.
Each video deliberately has a new theme or angle to aid you in a broader perspective. There is some deliberate repetion of key points extracted from the longer videos.
Ultimately all of the human experience is about relationship yet we forget the is the infinite dimensions of the absolute essence or Infinite Silence. When we look at relationhsip from this essence everything changes.
Deliberately included in the programme are a selection of videos exploring this from a totally different (maybe even eclectic) perpspective like surrendering, triggers and personality changing.
By exploring this in a range of ways our inner-standing is deepened and enriched.
Whilst it would be impractical to cover every single relationship issue there is plenty of depth and insight in here that you can inner-stand how to apply this to life-situations.
A closely related programme is the 8 Day Dissolving Emotions Blocks & Beliefs all of which stem from a misunderstanding of what relationship is.
Lessons
Work through them in order.
Lesson 111. Relationships: Attachment or Connection?
Video·102 min
Relationships are central to life and yet we can come across many challenges in them.
Philip takes you right to core principles of Self Realisation using a visual metaphor to help you inner-stand the difference between attachment or connection, the true purpose of relationship, how issues arise the and how the power of Awareness/Silence provides a clear pathway. He offers insight into the true nature of intimacy and core principles of relationship.
The series is designed in such a way to take you on a complete in-depth, experiential and inspiring journey. As with all of Philip's content listening several times with gaps people frequently report hearing much more and greater depth. This is an indicator of deepening and integration.
The Programme is effectively used in parallel with the Nectar of Silence/Infinite Silence Meditations in the App.
The original streams were offered free or donate on Insight Timer, however this is the only platform where video Replays are available as that facility is not available there.
In the video you may notice the Insight Timer Group ”Nothing Special!” is mentioned. Its name was later changed to ”Nothing Special with Philip Wade.” It still exists and is alive so do join it if you feel called.Locked — subscribe to unlock
Lesson 2Who am I before relationships? (CC3 2026)
Video·87 min
Who am I before relationships? (CC3 2026 Year 2 )
This call is a dive into relationships and the invitations that arise from deepeining into Awareness/Self Realisation.
There is a very deep dive into this in the Video: A Return to Love - found in the topics Category of the App. essentially a sister video to this one. It's well worth listening to both together.
Timestamps
00:00:00 Intro
00:01:28 (Meditation)
00:24:50 (End of meditation)
00:25:52 (Question) Nicole - Is Losing Friends Part Of Spiritual Growth?
00:33:50 Julia - It Would Be nice To Have Likeminded Friends
00:38:50 Stefan - I choose what I should and should not say
00:43:38 Jolene - I could help assist in meeting up with others
00:44:20 (Experience): A couple of friends did appreciate years later this subject matter
00:47:27 Stefan - I can help maybe later on
00:51:27 (Question) Jolene - Are Your Triggers Reflections Of Yourself?
01:07:20 (Experience): Seeing the triggers before they arise
01:15:55 (Question/Experience): Empathy & helping others
01:21:32 (Question/Experience): The mind wants resistance
01:22:33 (Question) How Can You Stay Peaceful Around Confusion And Deception?
01:25:33 OutroLocked — subscribe to unlock
Lesson 3My personality is changing!
Video·8 min
My personality is changing in this Self Realisation Journey!
Guidance is provided as to why this personality change happens in the Self Realisation journey and it being an indicator of embracing a deeper awareness.Locked — subscribe to unlock
Lesson 4Is losing friends part of Spiritual growth? (CC3 2026)
Video·9 min
Is losing friends part of Spiritual growth? (CC3 2026 Year 2)
Extracted from the Community Call here we explore changes in relationships that can occur as part of the journey, what that reveals and the deeper pointing that your essence is before and beyond all this and the source of love.
The full call includes a Meditation/Inquiry on this theme and can be identified by the same Daffodil image in the Community Category.
In the the Self Realisation Programme Category there is full stream dedicated to an in-depth exploration of relationships.Locked — subscribe to unlock
Lesson 5Are triggers reflections of yourself? (CC3 2026)
Video·17 min
Are triggers reflections of yourself? (CC3 2026)
Extracted from the Community Call we explore the nature and invitation that triggers are and what they reveal on the journey of Self Realisation.
There are many related resources in the Dissolving Emotions and Blocks Category and it well worth exploring these deeply along with the specially designed 8 Days Programme for Dissolving Emotions & Blocks & Beliefs in the Programmes/Challenges Category.
The full call includes a Meditation/Inquiry on relationships and can be identified by the same Daffodil image in the Community Category.Locked — subscribe to unlock
Lesson 6How is Self Realisation related to surrendering?
Video·5 min
How is Self Realisation related to surrendering? What is surrendering?
What does it mean in relation to Self Realisation. In this video Philip clarifies what this really means.Locked — subscribe to unlock
Lesson 75. A Return to Innocence
Video·109 min
Self Realisation is a Return to Innocence a purity beyond words. Using simple and brief meditation exercises experiential openings into the nature of the True Self as Infinite Silence are shared.
Philip gently guides with exquisite clarity and offers insight on peoples experiences and questions. A guided Infinite Silence Meditation is included that has transformed the lives of many people around the globe.
The series is designed in such a way to take you on a complete in-depth, experiential and inspiring journey. As with all of Philip's content listening several times with gaps people frequently report hearing much more and greater depth. This is an indicator of deepening and integration.
The Programme is effectively used in parallel with the Nectar of Silence/Infinite Silence Meditations in the App.
The original streams were offered free or donate on Insight Timer, however this is the only platform where video Replays are available as that facility is not available there.Locked — subscribe to unlock
Lesson 8A Return to Love
Video·110 min
A Return Love
This video is from a series of essentially the same Live Stream on the topic. It akes you on an experiential journey and deep exploration of Love and takes a look at the famous quote from the book of the same name by Marianne Williamson.
00:00:00 Intro
00:02:02 Explanation of the meditation
00:03:26 Fibre Optic Lamp
00:07:30 PW - A phenomenon that can be seen
00:11:30 (Meditation)
00:44:50 (End of meditation)
Harp Music
00:46:50 PW - Iceberg Metaphor
00:52:07 (Question) Alexander - What Am I Before Relationship?
00:56:06 Dennis - I saw images during meditation
01:02:50 Alexander responds
01:03:15 (Question) How Do I Remain At Peace?
01:12:53 Jill - Nice to be back
01:14:14 Patricia - I enjoyed the Tingsha Bell
01:14:50 Website Subscription Link
01:16:23 PW - A Course In Miracles Quote (Our deepest fear…)
01:23:06 PW - 4 points we looked at in Meditation,
All question boil down to 1 question (Who Am I?)
01:27:45 Jill - Repeat questions please…
01:30:27 PW -“Inquiry & meditation are not separate things”
01:32:10 (Question) Dennis - Are You Self Realised?
01:39:40 Serge - Holy blessings to you all…
01:41:40 PW - These so called teachings are I truth is not a teaching, because we are just realising the true Self
01:43:50 Pam - Hi from New Jersey
01:45:44 PW - This is where we gather together, one persons question is everybody’s question
01:47:20 (Question) Spirit Dancing - Did We Ever Leave Love?
01:48:20 OutroLocked — subscribe to unlock
Lesson 9How can we stay peaceful around confusion and deception? (CC3 2026)
Video·4 min
How can we stay peaceful around confusion and deception? (CC3 2026 Year 2)
Extracted from the Community call here we explore remaining peaceful and open-ended and neutral inquiry in life situations. We look at the issues might arise from that.
The full call can be found in the Community Calls Category with the same daffodil image.Locked — subscribe to unlock
Lesson 10How can we be more accepting? (Oct 2025 Retreat D1 S1)
Video·10 min
How can we be more accepting? (Retreat Extract Oct 2025 D1 S1)
Acceptance is central to Self Realisation versus trying to control life at every step. Philip offers clarity on the nature of the I thought and its obsession with itself and disasterising life in its attempts to control what happens. Key is trusting that which never changes i.e. which is Infinite Silence/Awareness.Locked — subscribe to unlock
Lesson 11What am I before relationship?
Video·5 min
What am I before relationship? (Extract from A Return to Love)
A participant shares their insight about the inquiry: Who am I before relationship and Philip clarifies what the insight points to and what the source of love really is.Locked — subscribe to unlock
Lesson 12Did we ever leave love?
Video·3 min
Did we ever leave love? (Extract from A Return to Love?)
Philip clarifies that our essence is eternal and unchanging.Locked — subscribe to unlock